Steadfast, Beloved

Week 22 Hosea 2:14 “Therefore, behold, I will allure her into the wilderness and speak comfort to her.” My grandmother always told me that everything is only for a season. We go through seasons of mountain-tops, valleys, deep waters, and even wilderness. Reading through Exodus we can see how God took His people out of bondage and drew them to Himself. Although they frequently disobeyed, He was still with them, always guiding. Every year we take a camping trip and my favorite part of nature is to sit by the river and listen. So many times we can debate, fight and reason in our minds that it all becomes to loud to hear God’s still voice whispering to us. He is taking us out of that place that is distant from God and drawing us near to Him. It’s in the wilderness that I can be still and listen. Everything becomes clear. This is probably one of the most challenging aspect of my generation, with many different voices, technology and social media feeding us with opinions and false trut

Week 21 1 Kings 2:12 “Then Solomon sat on the throne of this father David; and his kingdom was firmly established.” We look at David’s life and with confidence can say he lived his life after the Lord. No man is ever perfect, but it was his willingness to return to God when he messed up that deeply encourages me. But we know that 10/10 people die and life goes on. As we are approaching some of the final weeks in Guatemala, I am determined to leave this place better than when I first came. I am determined to set a higher standard for the incoming class, just like the class before me. During this time I feel called to pray for the next generation in Guatemala, in the next class, and in my home. When we follow by example, we can see clearly what is good and what is great.  We become greater decision makers, and by the grace of grow in wisdom. May we all feel the weight to lay a firm foundation with whatever God has given us.

Week 20 Psalm 46:5 “God is in the midst of her, she shall not be moved; God shall help her, just at the break of dawn.” In context it sounds like the world is raging against itself. The earth is literally falling apart. Sometimes it can feel the same in our lives; like everything is slipping out of our hands and causing worry. But my mind always brings me back to the sovereign will of God. “He is in the midst.” Of what? His church, in us, in plans, in the future, the past. I think about all the things that move me and it’s usually when I’m full of self that I become moved. But if I claim that God is in me, why should I be moved? I can’t stop the earth from shaking, I can’t make plans come back together. He is faithfully breaking my desires in preparation for His will towards my salvation. When it seems like nothing is going in the way I think it should, I truly just remember that it is for His goodness. He won’t leave us deserted with no direction; He is clearly leading us using

Week 19 Psalm 27:13-14: “I would have lost heart, unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. Wait on the LORD; Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the LORD!” We know that all things work together for good to those who love God. For each heart that loves, God has set a purpose. I’ve heard a lot that our culture is one of the most impatient and there is good reason for that. We have everything we want almost instantly; no need to wait anymore. But I think one of the greatest lessons I’ve learned to let got year down my pride. I always thought I obtained godly characteristics, but I know I always fall short of those expectations. God has always had a plan and when I can’t see the blueprint clearly I freak and complain. It’s always refreshing to have vulnerable time with the Lord and say, “Lord I want to trust you, but I don’t. Help me to surrender my doubt.” Just by being honest with ourselves befo